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Saturday, February 13, 2010
With or without you, with or without you, I can't live with or without you. / 12:11 AM
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Something about Fridays.



Sometimes. I look back. And then I think "Hahaha fucking loser Wei Xin you YEAAHHH."
Sometimes I get out of it and then I go back to it and then out, back, out, back, out, back, out, back, out, back, out, back. Can you please tell me where I should go from here so I can stop talking to myself about my feelings?



I think I live like five kinds of lives. Maybe even six. Yay I have so many lives I can probably live inside my batman lego game and kick catwoman's tight, tight ass.



Why you wanna break my heart again,
why am I gonna let you tryyy
when all we ever do is sayy goodbye.
Oh all we ever do is sayyy goodbyeee.
All we ever do is saaay goodbyeee.

Oh all we ever do is say goodbye.

Song makes me want to crawl into bed with my Winnie the Pooh Kleenex in hand.
I'm just kidding.
I'm always kidding.

The truth blows anyway.

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Sunday, November 29, 2009
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. / 3:51 AM
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All I'm left with now is the urge to kick you in the nuts really.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
86400 seconds in a day. / 11:24 PM
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I'm sorry I didn't know requiring an X-Ray to see whether my leg needs to be fucked up would cause you trouble. I'll think about how much inconvenience I'll have to cause you before I fall down the next time.

Not exactly a flawless day I had hahah.

Tomorrow is going to be hard. Argh.
I should start on my work. Hmmmmm. Maybe at 2. Hahaha.

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Friday, June 26, 2009
And you feel yourself suffocaaatingggggg. / 11:01 PM
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HI.
Happy Birthday Jainee!

Funny,
I was about to spend the day just waking up with lunch, watch a bit of tv,
and of course, work like mad.
Plan was all ruined when I decided to stay just a while longer to watch the
freaking two and a half hour long
Zodiac.

Hahaha it was good, though.

I realised why I can never watch any thrillers with people around is because
I prefer to stay at home,
muting and unmuting,
then
muting and unmuting much more.
To block out the scary shit, of course.
Watching it with others will mean having to squish my ears,


too much work.


Oh and did I mention my mum thought I was a lesbian?
WHOOPS.



It just kills me.

And you have no idea, at all.
That kills me too.

Me, I'm the dumbest fuck there is.


One more date tomorrow, lesbian date.
Yum.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009
Beautiful tragedy, who I was wasn't me. / 12:25 AM
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Confusing day.
Hope people lighten up. (:


Papers were fine.
Okay yes, not really.


I cannot do hardcore mugging.
Most I can get to is maybe only a tiny plastic cup. :-(


...Nevermind.




I SURVIVED THREE TELEVISIONLESS DAYS.
THREE.
HELL YEAH I'M PROUD.

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Saturday, April 11, 2009
What was it you wanted? / 10:54 PM
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I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together
I know you deserve much better

Remember the time I told you the way that I felt
And that I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over



Because I love this song this much.

Happy Birthday to the Stephanie who loves me a lot, RAH, Clareee, Jun Xi and Yu Jun.


Life's been a total wreck.
I've been a total wreck.
I've screwed up school, school life, life, everything.
BUT NOOOO-HO, I'LL GET OVER IT.
Like I always, somehow, do. :-)



I bought a new album today.
I missed the thrill of it all I guess.

I can find like a thousand (welllll, nearly) songs to describe the way I feel.
Does it matter? I don't matter anymore.



And it hurts thiiis much.


Well, I hope your sweet little lives are happy.

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Sunday, March 29, 2009
'And that my friend, is what they call closure.' / 9:27 PM
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I know I'm slow but I wanna watch The Bucket List badly. :-D
It's showing on HBO! Yay happy day. :-)

Past days have been downright
bizarre.
I'll get used to it.



You may not know this, but
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
And I still talk to you,
like you're still worth it.
And for what?

For what.




Why am I even doing this to myself? Why reply? Why even bother to fucking reply anymore?




I have tons of homework to do. But my butt won't budge.
Not my fault! :-D HEHEE.

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Friday, March 13, 2009
I am so sorry. / 12:43 AM
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I am about to die of guilt.
WHYYY?
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN, GOSH. WHY?
I am so very extremely sorry. Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.
Did I have butter on my fingers or what? What?
Gosh, where are you. WHERE?
I am about to die of guilt.
I just cost someone his O Levels.

What the fuck is wrong with me seriously.

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Thursday, February 12, 2009
Should have read the signs. / 2:17 AM
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I'm alright, I'm alright.




Hey, it's 2.19 am.

I blame the computer.
And Literature.

I really shouldn't be here.
Life stinks. Real bad.
Boohoohoo.
It's getting harder each day trying not to make hatred appear obvious. :-)

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Sunday, November 2, 2008
Maybe it's safer not to say that I care. / 3:19 PM
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I need an Anderson freaking Jacket.
I need it before 16th freaking November.










So.

Lenders, anyone? :-D
PRETTY FREAKING PLEASE WITH AN EFFING CHERRY AT THE BLOODY TOP?

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Saturday, September 20, 2008
Are we growing up or just going down. / 3:01 PM
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Happy Birthday dearest brother
and Zhan Rong. ;-)

Hey.
Actually I felt that this week was horrible
because nothing great really happened
but I remember a lot of shit happening.

Well, that's my life!
:-]

I slept my afternoon aaawaaay! :-)
Of course that meant I slept my studying time away.

NOT GOOD.

AH. I prefer library-studying.
It's cool and cute babies'll come kajiao you. :-)
But then there're also some assholes there that well,
you just can't help but
"want to rip your arm off so you have something to throw at them".
At least I had Mumma Courteney to suffer with. :-)

Argh, I'll post again when my week becomes less sucky.

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Friday, August 29, 2008
Honestly. / 2:19 PM
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Hey kids.

This week has been nice.
Nothing's changed much.
Still as busy,
still not studying,
still not getting enough sleep.
But, still goooood. :-)

I've got 4 As.

Best so far,
but I'm not feeling very proud.
Hmmmm.
Probably 'cos this isn't the term I've studied the hardest for? :-(
Hmm hmmmmm.

I got chocolate for getting A for english!
Not baaad, not bad at all. :-)

So I've been neglecting all my homework,
and have been chiong-ing Math questions in my assessment book instead.
Eh heh!
I WANT 100 FOR MATH OK! Lmao maaan.

Science is very difficult. :-(
Lights, sounds.
Gaaah, don't get them both. :-(

Instead of waking up 2 hours later the next day,
I have to reach school at 7 tomorrow.
So no hyperactive Wei Xin.
So no CSCC breakfast
= no toast. D-:
Damn sacrifices.




On the up side,
tomorrow's concert is reeeally keeewwwwwl
and I'm gonna see my two fave chicks! :-D
At the place we all love. (:
Whooo.

Hope all turns out fine. (K)

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Want A Piece Of Me? / 1:20 PM
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Well, tomorow's the big day!
The
D&T DAY.
D-:
You know, the day you present your acrylic and shit.

Don't know why,
but everyone's been so
"OH OH OH HAVE YOU FINISHED YOUR D&T YET YET YET YET YET?! OH. NO? HOW 'BOUT NOW NOW NOW NOW NOWWWWW?"
the past week!

Come on, it's just D&T. :-(

Of course I'm just saying that 'cos my acrylic broke for the second time today.
Only this time,
I wasn't the cause of it. YEP, SURPRISE SURPRISE indeed.

Sure wish it was though,
so I wouldn't have to curse that person until I ran out of brain breath. Eh heh heh.

I WAS LIKE "OH FISHHHHHHHHHH."
And it wasn't because I'm some lame ass who replaces 'fuck' with some 'fish' word-thingy, because I rarely say that word verbally to begin with. *angelic smiley* (but says thousands of OTHER swear-word thingies instead. :-P)
but
because
well,
my acrylic's really cut into a fish shape! And it was meant to be Fish Head Curry! (-:
Haha, okay okay, ANYWAY!

YES I'm very very depressed because
now my acrylic's shit and I know I'll fail,
pretty much FOR SURE now.
RAH.
There's already an acrylic on top of an acrylic 'cos of its last fall.
So it's gonna look fugly with another acrylic on top now.
Fuck. Like that I might as well redo right? D-:
'Cos when it got knocked down the tail chipped off too.
And this really sucks because I never thought I'd waste my time blogging 'bout schtupid D&T dammit. :'-(


Brother's turning 18 this year so he told me his birthday plans.

"I'm gonna go into the shop, buy some beer, then when the guy asks for my IC, I'll just keep quiet, and wait for 2 minutes until it's 12 midnight and then...
I'll throw my IC out! AND THEN I'LL SAY
IIIIIN! YOUUUR! FACEEE! BIIIIITCH!!!"


WHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?!!!!!!?
My brother is a weirdo. Hmm, wonder why I'm perfectly normal.

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Friday, July 11, 2008
I'm Sorry For / 11:03 PM
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Hello.
Invest is over,
but it so doesn't feel so. D-:
Feels like it's over too suddenly but oh well.

I've learnt to stop thinking too much, too quickly and then react like some crazy bitch, quite shortly.
Oh, what'm I saying?

I never learn.

Oh yeah, I got addicted to the "Rubik's Cube" and got tired of it in two days, hahahahaha.
Wonder how people can get super obsessed with that square thing, STILL, after almost a yearrr! Madness.

Science has been fun.
Apparently I'm very interested in sex and its organs.

Training might be the cause of my future death.
Goodbye.




And this week the trend
was to crash and burn and then return again.
To practice the life that I pretend provides enough to get me through the weekend.

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Friday, July 4, 2008
And This Week The Trend... / 7:18 PM
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Hey hey.

This entire week has been.
SO.
UH.
UH.
SQUEEEEEEEEZED.

Crazy shit.
I feel like crying. D-:

Invest's next Tuesday! And
I found out I'm gonna dance as a guy just yesterday.
AAAHHHHHHHHHHH.

And
I feel very useless. Like, there're so many things to be done
yet I'm not clear of what exactly they are, and I'm so sorry for that.
Okay, let's not bore you with this shit I'm facing. :-/

Praveena's not my partner anymore!
I feel super lost when I'm in front of 1/6. D-:

The people don't listen to me. And
I'm not much of a scolding-person.
AND I kept malu-ing in front of my fellow sec one hot babe (okay, that was redundant)-partner. :-/

I think she does a waaay better job than I do,
I think I just really suck at controlling any damn thing,
no wait,

I think I just really suck.
But my partner's a realll pro. :-D
:-D
Moreover, 1/6 has been really cool and friendly and stuff. :-O
Yes, hence the problem's just
ME. ME. ME.
Damn me. Damn me. Damn me.

Training has been great, though. (:
This has gotta be the first time I
HAVEN'T felt like dying,
but yet, have still improved! :-D



Okay Friends's on now, and I still haven't bathed yet.
WHY DO THESE THINGS KEEP HAPPENING TO MEEEEE. :'-(

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Friday, June 27, 2008
281st. / 11:59 PM
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I feel like doing another quiz dammit!

1. Do you wish to get married?
I don't know, but Aleithia wishes to marry a homosexual african-american? :-O

2. What do you want to do now?
I forgot.

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
In tuition, gobbling down nearly all of Jia Ning's candy. As usual. :-D

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yes. Hey at least I'm honest! :-D

5. Where do you wish to die?
I've never really thought about that.
...Let's keep it that way.

6. Will you go for plastic surgery?
Should I? :-O

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
Cook, well.

8. Your darkest secret?
Hmm.

9.Are you happy with your life now?
At times.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
I forgot.

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
Do quizzes like these. (:
Or maybe thrash more people in the tennis game in my phone,
again.
I prefer sleeping, though.

12. What 3 words would you use to describe yourself?
Weird, random, niceee.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Must I?

14. What do I hate most about my life?
I forgot.


Everyone in my links besides Aleithia're tagged! Oh YAY.




ThemoreIseethelessIknowthemoreIliketoletitgo.

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280th. / 10:43 PM
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Oh yes, I've changed my email.
Finally,

to something I actually CAN REMEMBER!

=D

I'M SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED AND TIRED.


AND, oh looky. There's training on my birthday.
(Which is not so surprising, considering the fact that training is four freaking times a freaking week)
Fourth of August. Wink, wink.

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Best Damn Thing. / 10:50 PM
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I got this quiz from Erina 'cos I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow!
Of course I emphasised on the 'going to Sentosa tomorrow' part,

HEH.


Do you like your present school?
It's small, but yeah. :-D

2. What do you want most now?
Become a 5-year-old again.
I've always wanted that!

3. What type of ice cream would you want to be?
-Cookies & Cream? (To prove that I'm not racist HAHAHAHAHA.)

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Yes. Oops.

5. Are you afraid of death?
YES. )-':

6. What is your goal this year?
Stop being so annoyingly quiet in front of people I haven't gotten used to yet.

7. Do you forgive or forget or both?
I've never really known how to forgive someone.
And even for a person with severe STM,
it's not that easy to forget, don't you thinkkk.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, it would be cool if it exists. But I'm not a believer. :-O

9. Have you done anything for your crush or boyfriend?
I've crushed my boyfriend.

HAHAHAHAHA!
I'M SORRY IT WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND!

10. What do you enjoy doing the most?
Having those heart-to-heart talks?
Gotta love 'em. (:

11. Have you done anything for your admirer?
Why would I be doing something for someone who admires me. O.O

12. Do you like your CCA?
Yeees.

13. Do you cherish every single bond of friendship?
Maybe, a couple. :-D
Doesn't it hurt so bad when you do, but the bitch doesn't do the same? (:

14. Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Ele.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
I don't know I don't know I DON'T KNOWWWWW.

16. Do you find life meaningless?
At times.

17. What do you live life for?
I just wait for something to excite me.

18. Who do you talk to most in school?
Ah.

19. Who is the last person you talked with on MSN?
Eurrrh.

20. What material thing would you want most now?
Why would I want materials! (HAHA. HA.)

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
#7 / 4:33 PM
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Got a quiz from Rebie the retard. (:
Oh yay! (I'm supposed to be doing my homework now, really)

I remember doing this before. But hey,
people change. Right?


#7 random facts about me:
-I laugh (discreetly) when I see people fall.
-Loves funny shit. :-D
-I'm super hot-tempered and very bitchy, oh, yes. (:
-I hate rude people LAHHH! I don't know why! But rude butts just, really, make me explooode.
-Does crazy actions randomly to break silences or to scar people for life. :-D
-Usually hungry.
-Might be slightly mental.
-Appears to be an annoyingly quiet piece of gay shaaat.
At first.

#7 things that scare me:
-Shrieks.
-Horror flicks... Gosh.
-How drastic people can change.
-Frigging insects. :-@
-Masks.
-The "supernatural" will definitely scare the shit out of me.
:-(
-Math.

#7 things I like most:
-LOTS AND LOTS OF FOOD!
-Eating? :-O
-Taking random shots. Well unless they're bullets.
-Singing like some mad woman.
-Cooking though I can barely make the "cooking edible food" standard.
-Buying thingies. :-D
-Dancing like some random woman.
-Listening to music, especially when I imagine they're monsters in my wardrobe. Makes me feel more at ease, you know. :-D
-Looking forward to something to death! But not looking forward to death.
-Laughing at people's cute-blur expressions.
-Laughing at your expression since you didn't realise this's already my TENTH POINT! WAHAHAHAHA, HA.
Okay sorry.
-Laughing.

Okay I gotta go finish my zuo ye,
I think I can do it on sleepless nights man.
But not so that I can complete it while I'm awake so as to save time or shit,
but
more like 'cos



I WANT TO SLEEEEEEEP DAMMIT!

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Thursday, June 12, 2008
DAY-UM. / 1:04 AM
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Redid invest's invitation to suit the "80's theme".

Since I didn't have a thumbdrive... ...

-I wanted to send it to my email to print it in school later.
HOTMAIL'S SERVER WAS DOWN.

-No worries, I can always send it from my gmail account!
GMAIL'S SERVER WAS ALSO DOWNNN.

-Argh heck, beg my daddy for a thumbdrive.
He lent me threeeee. (:
FIRST THUMBDRIVE: FULL.

At least the second one worked.

Came home to make amendments to the invite.
Nearly perfected it, finally,
after 2 sickening hours all thanks to my sickening perfectionising.




I decided to print it.


PAPER JAM!
REAL, BAD PAPER JAM.
Okay so I spoilt my fecking printer, BIG DEAL! (:

Aaaaand realised that the usual school computers
don't have my version of powerpoint to open my damn file!
:-D YIPEE.






MAC lab, please be open tomorrow. C'mon, be a good girl.

I feel that I'm not meant to do invitation cards.

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